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Date : Monday, May 28, 2012
Title : My policeman.  May not be the perfect picture. But i am proud to have you by my side all this months and months. Well countless months. Today you booked in. Well, it is sad that you have to book in. But oh well. I'm going to miss you dear. I will see you very very soon, xo. And honey, all the best, and better rest well. If not, your ankle will swell again. So do me proud ok, sir? xoxo   an absolutely delayed post. 
Well this was taken with a very low quality camera from an expensive item :o And this was during Army Open House on the 24th May. Nothing much actually. Just heat and sun. Caught heat rash, nothing new actually. Being there, just feels. I don't know. Guilty? Maybe it's because there are too many bro's. Which is un-usual. Oh well. Let's just do this. Gonna stick together with the boy till the end. AMIN.
I HAVE DEFINITELY PUT ON WEIGHT.
   
Date : Sunday, May 27, 2012
Title : Another day with the boy.  
Celebrated my 15th Month with him yesterday. No i don't mind if it is just a small celebration over movies, marvel vs capcom and frolicks. No i don't mind. It is hard to meet you since you are in the Police already. And i am proud of you honey bee. I am proud of you that you are strong and fit. And forever still a darling. You tried your best to text me in between breaks. I understand your situation. What we have to do now is to stay together. Through thick and thin. Can't wait for your next book out <3
Yesterday, i had a talk with him regarding an issue that i have been facing since the secondary days. This issues always bothers me. So here i am, posting this to get it off my chest, and will not regret.
I've been noticing this pattern change since Primary to Secondary to ITE. Which is friends. I change friends everytime. They promised to keep in touch. But sometimes they don't. They promise to be your bestfriends forever. Yet they don't. So what is it do they want? No idea either. So i can forsee the future. The amount of friends i can keep till the future is only a handful. Or maybe a grabful? Well you know what i mean. Lately, i've been thinking alot. I used to have issues on dwelling on failed friendship with Tom, Dick and Harry. But now, come to think of it. Maybe its time to just close my fucking circle and let you people find me instead. Because why? If you don't appreciate what ive done for you. Maybe its time for you to realize that i don't give a fuck anymore. You know what, thats it. I will not give a fuck about my "friends". My principles are easy. You're nice to me, i'll be nice to you. You don't want to talk to me, i won't talk to you. You bitch about me, i dont give a fuck. Its either or. Take a pick. God. Stop being so anal people.
Date :
Title : What bugs me.  Funny thing is, i forget to post the previous post. Loooooool. So here is the real one. I swear. It has been a while since i posted something on blogspot. I am much more active in, Twitter and Tumblr? Well yeah kinda. I just miss being in blogger. It keeps it classic and simple. So far, my language has improved? Not so sure about that though. Haaaaa. Let's do an update. So hi ya there folks. I'm back again. But not to worry, i might disappear again, any time soon. Since, i have a time to update, well lets just update. So i am not pretty sure whether if there is or there isn't anyone still reads my blogger. But whatever it is. Blogger has been a great companion over these years. And i'm lucky i created one since 2008. Well. How am i you might ask. I am doing pretty good. Be it relationship wise and health kind of wise. Hek. Truth is. IM FEELING EXCELLENT. So what am i doing now. I am definitely schooling. Where? Ite Macpherson. Higher Nitec in Games Design. No, i am not a gamer. I am a noob. I admit. There ya go bitches. I am a designer. Well, not officially, yet. Sigh. Sigh. I have issues. Well, actually i have issues with people who have issues with their fucking selves. Honestly, i have the feeling of i don't give a fuck increasing. Why? Because i am an observer. I observe people and judge them in my fucking head. Call me hypocrite. BECAUSE I DON'T CARE! The reason im bugged off is because, here comes the truth, some bunch of my classmates just love judging me when they first saw me and still do after a month together in the fucking class. What do they look at me as? Ugly ass bitchy bitchy girl thinks she is a gamer or some shit. You know what here is what i can admit. I am classified as a mid level gamer. What does that mean? It means i'm not hardcore and i don't fucking talk game conversation. I admit i am a noob. I admit i am only a level 9 in League Of Legends. I admit i am moderate player for Left 4 Dead 1 & 2. I admit that i suck at console games. I admit the only reason i love playing games now is because of my boyfriend that introduces me to games. If not the only game i know is just fucking Sims. And that i can admit, i'm fucking obsessed with Sims. Call me crazy, but i can play Sims for the whole fucking day. It annoys me, when some people think, they joined this course. They are fucking professional at games or whatnot. And they tend to look at girls can't play games. I admit, i am not good. But. Who gives you the fucking rights to judge them? You think you're so perfect. Don't make me mark my words. On one fucking fine day, you will be working under me, and i would love to give you shit. Some people really need a fucking wake up call. Seriously. I have a huge amount of people that thinks they are so likeable and perfect and they think they are always right. Here is a toast for you. If you have reach the legal age yet. and your maturity tends to bounce back and fails you. Stop trying so damn hard. AND! Stop fucking ruining 9GAG jokes. You didn't create 'em jokes. And once or twice its funny when you guys say it. But lately, its getting annoying like your fucking age. God. I seriously need punching bag or something. Because im totally annoyed. fucking dammit.
Date :
Title : Graduation & Prom Night  Yes, i know its been a while since i last blogged.
So, Alhamdulillah. I've graduated from my Nitec course. Not so with flying colours. But yes, i passed with a great determination to end the course. Oh well, thank you Allah, for letting me pass and so i can go on to Higher Nitec in Games Design And Development.
23rd February is a very remarkable date and day.   
Date : Sunday, October 9, 2011
Title : Greatest. The most greatest gift God had showed me. For having Muhd Hussaini to my life. I love you dear
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